As those of you who read this regularly know I started this blog as a type of therapy. A way to vent and get things out when all I want to do is scream and yell.
So the fact that I don't have to write on a daily bases has to be a good sign...right?!?!
Back in the summer I tried to do the typical blog thing and get have certain think on certain day so that I was posting daily. It was fun, completely unrealistic for my life and I was planning some events in my life around blogs. Completely not me. While I love doing things with my kids and capturing it on film, I hate stagging photos.
While life isn't completely sun shine and rainbows, the kids are still having major behaviour issues, work is crazy, court sucks ass, co parenting sucks even more...on a day to day bases life good.
The holidays are coming up, as I've said before the next 8 wks are rough for me but I'm determined to make it threw without let it effect me negatively.
Next week would have been my 15th anniversary with my ex but instead of dwelling on that I'm celebrating being a home owner for 8 yrs (only 9 more to go and it's paid off!), I'm celebrating the fact even threw everything I've kept my house and made improvements on it since being single.
I'm going to do a low scale Christmas this year with children ( and family) cause last year I went so over the top it took months to pay it off. I was trying to show them that life wasn't any different now and it was a completely lie. Life had change so much and in good ways and that's what we will celebrate this year instead.
I'm going to ring in this new year with my children (something I regret not being able to do last year) and we are going to move threw 2014 better then we have in 2013 (which has been 100% better then 2012)....see a pattern???
I'm going to continue to embrace the life I have, continue on my new journey of become the woman I want to be but have always been to scared to do. I'm going to continue to work, show my girly side (where that came from I have no idea??? I'm not normally a make up and jewelry kind of gal but in the last 2-3 mths I never leave home with it)
I'm going to continue to focus on the good, let the bad slide and count my blessing regularly!!!
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