Tuesday, April 9, 2013

Just a quick note...

As I get ready to head in for surgery tomorrow, my nerves are shot

Not only because I'm going to be put under, but also because of what these results may show. 

I'm almost positive that it won't be cancer but what could be causing the medical issues I'm having????

I'm starting to think that I'm imagining the pain, that I'm not really exhausted, that my body isn't in constant pain, could it really be all in my head???

I have fibromyalgia, which yes it's that same thing doctor tell you you have when they don't see what is causing the pain. I do takes medication daily (well almost daily) but because I am a single mom it's just mild. When I was working full time I was on amazing pills that took ALL the pain away and I felt great! But when I start back in them after my youngest was born, I was having issues staying awake during the day so I had to stop. I was able to take them on weekends (when husband was here) but now that they are only gone 4 nights a month it's just a tease to my body

Stress is a major factor in my flair ups, and to say I have a little bit would just be a lie!

2 wks ago something serious happened while my children where are their dads, which has add more stress to my life ( everyone is safe and physically ok!!!)

Once I'm ready I will post about that day

So today I ask for prays, that everything goes good tomorrow and the biopsy results come back clear, so I can begin to focus in getting life back to normal around here ❤


P.S.  the bday season post should have posted last Friday, not sure why it didn't show up till today??? Middle mans bday was good! They enjoyed the bowling and once I get a chance I will post some pictures!

 

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