This morning Dalton asked me if it was a daddy weekend
I said no your at home with me this weekend!
"Is daddy still sick?"
Me " I guess so. He hasn't called"
"Maybe he just doesn't want to see us anymore"
My heart broke, my eyes welled with tears, and I was at a lose for words.
Up until this point they have never asked where he was or why he wasn't coming anymore. The first weekend I was still in shock myself so I went with the "daddy's sick so your staying home"
But 8 wks later, still no contact???
Sadly, I thought I had this one under controll. There was supposedly a real reason he wasn't coming around. I had answer to what I imaged they would ask. Now I'm not sure that true.
See in 8 weeks he's done 2 appointment to apparently get help...TWO. That's it???? If you really have a problem you would be at meetings and appoinment daily. But instead he's checked out of this planet and live on one that doesn't have responsibilities. I know we've all wanted to go there at some point in our lives, but generally for a day...or two....not 8 weeks
As we approach a birthday next week im really secretly hoping something clicks and he does the responsibly thing!?!?!
Mind you if last year was an indication he only remembered 1/3 of the birthdays and bought presents 2/3 of them (not that a present means anything but you get where I'm going with this)
Guess time will tell 😳
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