It's been a while since I've felt this peace and calm feeling in my life. Sure there are still moments where I could scream but what parent doesn't have them.
Since the boys have come home from their way to long of a stay with their dad, life has been good! We've been busy, we've done some play dates, some swimming at my parents, camping last weekend, and just over all hung out and did whatever we wanted when we wanted! Late nights, late morning wake ups and late dinners!!!
I'm not sure why or where it's come from but I'm enjoying this calm in my life.
I've gotten to the point that I realize I can't make nor do I want to make my ex care more then he currently wants too. If he's happy only seeing and talking to the kids 4 days a month then so be it.
I still let him know if something medically happens but otherwise I have no communication with him at all. If he says he will do something, I don't hold my breath waiting for it to happen, if he tells me XYZ is going to take place, I don't wait around. I just keep going on with life like I didn't know...example: now that he's married the kids can be covered under her benefits meaning I won't have to pay anything for medication or dental!!! Well that supposedly happened 8 wks ago, yet they haven't been bothered to give me the information (someone's afraid ill steal her identity???(grown up already) nor have they called to give the information to our dentist or pharmacy.
So till I'm told otherwise I just keep paying!
What next on the adgenda: well the month of August is going to be full of lots of adventures for me and the kids!!!
This coming weekend the older boys and I are off to a Blue Jays game (with Autism Ontario!!!) then Sunday we are off to Cedar Park with my parents. We have some more play dates set up as well as a trip to the zoo, CNE, and beach day!!!
I can't believe we are in the count down to back to school already??? The weather had been amazing (compared to the gross heat/ humidity we had in middle of July).
I have some post in the works on what I've been up to on the home front but after starting a small project this weekend it's going to take another weekend to finish (I decided to paint the rails of my porch and now I'm going to paint the actually deck as well...next time the kids are gone!!!) my body hates me so much today. And I'm hoping and praying it doesn't need a third coat!!!!
Hope you are all enjoying your summer!
Back to normal post this week!!! Lots of cooking😋, cleaning😁 and playing😅
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