Beautiful weather should be enjoyed ....right?

So as I sit outside, enjoying this beautiful weather we have has this week...I realize just how much I do missing having a man in my life.

I miss having someone around to just chat with. No have deep conversation but just those unplanned chats that happen when the kids do something cute or funny!

Someone who will sit and watch tv and you can say..."what the heck just happen" and actually get an answer

Someone asked me a while back if I missed being in a relationship...my first response was NO!

If I was ready to "date" again NO!

However I'm starting to think that answer should be yes! 

I don't think I'm ready for all the stuff that comes with building a relationship and keeping it healthy and happy...but I am ready to have someone in my life who could potentially be worth that???

If that makes sense?

I'm sure I have said before that this whole "dating" thing gives me a headache. I'm very old school in most ways...I don't do "hook up" nor do I have a large group of friends that would open opportunity for me to meet someone on a friend level. Which last time I dates that's how it happened. 

Alright I got that off my chest!

Now anyone want to come sit outside and chat while the kids run around the back yard???