I'm trying to be the bigger person in "our" relationship, but I also don't want to stir the pot. We haven't talked since he had the heart to heart with me last week (which I'm not really sure uneven blogged about that conversation or not???). Anyways, I know the next 2 days are hard on him (his dad past away the day after his bday 12 years ago). They were very very close ( he lost his mom when he was 18). So I'm stuck? The ex in me says "screw him, he's never said or remembered mine since we split", even when he has the kids the weekend of. But the human in me say " even though he's an ass, you know how hard these next couple days will be".
I asked the kids this morning is they were going to call him tomorrow,
big man say "why should I? I HAVE to see him Saturday"
Middle man said "well he did call for mine"
Little man "can I talk to "C"?"
Yes my youngest is obsessed with his soon to be step mom, I often wonder if she wasn't around if he would even go to his dads????
Why can't life be cut and dry? Is it always going to be this way? Or over time will these answer just come to me???
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